My room was cleaned out and empty by the end of the last day of school. I sat in there for a long time and prayed and shed a few tears. I am so excited to be at home full time with my children , homeschooling again. But it is still so hard to leave. I have loved teaching in this little room. I have LOVED the precious friends and families I met. It is hard to walk away, even though it is exciting to regain the time for my family. I was just a huge mix of emotions.
So my husband encouraged me to spend some time alone over the weekend. I went to a local public garden area and soaked up God's beauty and goodness. I just prayed, cried a little, and took some long breaths. These mixed emotions are a lot. But I am eager and ready to follow Him!
Love the cross shadow cast on this bench where I was sitting. |